Divided We Fall

I Writ an entry just recently called, “Keys to Kingdom” after a friend, Chris, had come to visit Me with a list of passages from the Bible He felt were intended for Me.  I Writ the Post to demonstrate how I perceive all things as the Voice of the Universe Gifting Me with answers to Quest Ion’s (questions) I had been Seeking.  Seeking is to as King of the Universe knowing it shall be done, the Universe begins to say, “See, King!”, and it is revealed.  My friend also Gifted Me with a new book, “NEW WORLD TRANSLATION OF THE HOLY SCRIPTURES”, and My new environment has Gifted Me with the Peace to read.

Many are surprised to find I am not religious.  I am spiritual, there is a difference.  My knowledge and understanding of God does not come from books, though books quite often allow Me to explain much of what I comprehend.  Sometimes people will as King of Me things like, “do You believe in Jesus?”, or “have You accepted Christ as the Saviour?”, some have even as King of Me, “Do You believe Christ will return?”.  As simple as these questions (Quest Ions) may seem on the surface, they are perhaps the most difficult to answer without offending.

The first thing I Will usually as King of a man who says these things to Me is, “what is Jesus?”.  The question invokes some serious passion, as if it blasphemous to be as King of such a thing, yet the answer is always different.  What I am driving at by as King the question, is whether We are tall King about a man or an Idea.  Jesus Christ is a character in a Story – that is factual, that is what We know to be true.  Whether or not he lived as a man in flesh and blood is something I cannot know, nor is it relevant to Me.  Does it make a difference, is the message and teaching any less valuable?  I think not, that’s just Me.

I have always been interested in reading the Bible, particularly Matthew, Mark, Luke and John.  Now that I am finally settled in My new room, I have had time for reading and decided to take advantage of the version Gifted Me by Chris, starting with the book of Matthew.

One of the first things I noticed was that the chapters of the Bible are in Capitus Diminutia Maximus, or all caps, “MATTHEW”.  All caps have an affect on man’s psyche, they are YELLING – PAY ATTENTION!  I was interested to know what the four evangelists had to say about Jesus and His teachings, noticing the all caps for the first time was the Universe telling Me to pay attention, this is important.  I also noticed that ‘Christ’ is often referred to as ‘the Christ’, which I find very interesting.  You might say, ‘the man’, but You would never say, ‘the Sean’…  So Christ is not a name, Jesus of Nazareth is a name, Christ appears to be a Title, like King.  Julius [the] Caesar, Jesus [the] Christ.

Yesterday I spoke about Brotherhood, the importance of taking care of each other, unwritten codes of conduct.  Today I am tall King about division, what Will happen to those who do not act toward one another in a spirit of Brotherhood.

Matthew, 10:32,33

“Everyone then, who acknowledges Me before men, I Will also acknowledge him before My Father who is in the Heavens.  But whoever disowns Me before men, I Will also disown him before My Father who is in the Heavens.”

My friend Chris told Me that he is no longer welcome in his home for Christmas and I knew that what I was reading was not a coincidence, Chris was meant to hear these Words.

Matthew, 10:34-36

“Do not think I came to bring peace to the earth; I came to bring not peace but a sword.  For I came to cause division, with a man against his father, and a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law.  Indeed, a man’s enemies will be those of his own household.”

I told Chris that I have not been welcome in My own home for several years.  What is worse, is that My family will not admit this is true because it is too difficult for their ego to accept.  My mother will tell Me I am welcome in her home anytime.  I say to her how wonderful that is to know, I look forward to an invitation.  For over five years I have not been invited to any family gathering – not by My mother, brother or sister.  I do not even know My nieces and nephews, though My family calls this acceptance, suggesting they support My every dream.

Does it bother Me?  I am flesh and blood, I do have an ego, yes it did; very much…  Did being the Key Word.  It does not bother Me anymore, now I feel sad for them.

Matthew 10:37

“Whoever has greater affection for father or mother than for Me is not worthy of Me; and whoever has greater affection for son or daughter than for Me is not worthy of Me.”

For years I struggled balancing a relationship between God and family.  My family continually as King of Me to ‘compromise’ My spiritual Ideas, ‘get a job’, don’t let My spiritual ideas interfere with My ‘prosperity’.  Presuming, of course, that this stuff called money they collect is actually worth something.  If it were worth something, they would not be called dollar bills, they would be called dollar payments.  They represent an amount owed to central banks; debt, not wealth.

I have always told any girlfriend I have ever had that they should not have Ideas about marriage or children with Me because I Will not bring children into this world, and I Will not give up on My Ideas until this world is fit to bring children into.  As might be expected, I have known a few that believed over time they would change My Mind.  Needless to say, they were wrong, though I still love every woman I have ever loved and all things they had told Me they dreamed to have, they now enjoy.  The only exception is My last lover, though I know She Will one day experience the world I promised Her, too.  My Word is My Bond, and My Word Manifests.

I am Writing this entry because with the Christmas season upon Us, for many homeless people, it is the most difficult time of year.  Every meal can be a reminder of not being with family.  My friend said to Me that He was going to disown His family for being excluded; I said to Him that was fine.

I am the one that maintains relations with My family, and I do it for their comfort, I worry about them.  The Golden Rule is, “that which You do unto others Shall be done unto You.”

My family, and especially My mother, have suffered a great deal over the last several years.  My mother’s perfect marriage ended suddenly with her husband saying plainly that he did not love her anymore and that he’d been having an affair – then he got up and left.  My mother had said the reason I was no longer welcome for family gatherings was because I made Eric feel uncomfortable, she didn’t want to put any unnecessary strain on the marriage.  I never really liked him, I didn’t trust him, rest of the family practically idolized him.  The whole family was devastated.  Worst part is, they still don’t get it, and I’m still not welcome for any family events.

Jesus is accused of being possessed by Satan when He is seen casting out demons, claiming that only Satan would have such power.

Matthew 12:25

“Knowing their thoughts, He said to them; ‘Every Kingdom divided against itself comes to ruin, and every city or house divided against itself will not stand.  In the same way, if Satan expels Satan, he has become divided against himself; how then will his kingdom stand?  Moreover, if I expel the demons by means of Beelzebub, by whom do your sons expel them?  This is why they will be your judges.  But if it is by means of God’s spirit that I expel the demons, the Kingdom of God has really overtaken you.  Or how can any man invade the house of a strong man and seize his possessions unless he first ties up the strong man?  Only then can he plunder his house.  Whoever is not on My side is against Me, and whoever does not gather with Me, scatters.”

I told My friend to not worry about those who do not love and support Him.  Many Will say they love and support a man, but how many truly show that they do, how many have deeds to match their words?  Do not ever worry about those who do not support You for they are not relevant to Your quest…  And a house divided will not stand.

It is wise to put Our House in Order and to establish Our House in God’s Kingdom.  His family is much greater than mine.

Love and Blessings.









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